seriously, I have nothing to say. except the weather after 3pm today was gorgeous. also, have been cleaning like a madwoman to the extent that I was literally dripping sweat. not attractive. but smell that chemical clean. also came up with a (half-joking) mantra today: looking forward, spitting at the past. can't remember the circumstances. may be losing all magic powers. not sure. if so, will definitely lose more power after this weekend, which promises to be full of drunken debauchery and evil excessiveness. details to come.